Understanding.

Life gets the best of you sometimes. And here I am, understanding what that means. 

 I was baptized; into the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. It was a spectacular day. So many people came to support me. My cousin Austin baptized me. He has been my buddy since we were just little! And lately we have gotten very close! I am so glad that he got to be the one to convert me. Alec was also there to support me as well as several friends and ALL  of my family! Here are a few pictures from this memorable day! 

 Since then I have been so blessed. I read my scriptures, go to church and pray morning and night. It has helped me with a lot of sticky situations. Ones that I am so thankful to have someone to talk to when I needed it most. I am so glad that I made this decision. It's nice to know that everyone is so proud of me but I am so proud of myself for doing something for just me.

 Another big event... I WENT TO PROM! Alec, his family and I were eating Chinese food and towards the end we all got fortune cookies.. I read mine then thought "wait what?!" I had to do a double look. Written on my fortune was "will you go to prom with me?" I felt my face turn red. I was SO happy! It was so cute. We all went around and read what it said and I just blushed and blushed! Prom was such a fun experience! We had an awesome group and my date was TOTAL stud! In my group there was: Kara & Flint, Jenny & Skyler, Me & Alec, Jessica &              Ricky, Shelby & Jake D, and Kennedy & Tom P. For our day date we went paint balling. 

Almost all of us ended up with a welt or two. I had one really nasty one and then a baby one on my arm. Luckily it was gone so my dress wouldn't show it off! It was a lot of fun. My whole group hangs out together so there was no awkwardness between anyone! It was laughs the WHOLE TIME! After the dance we all went back to Alec's house and ate banana splits! As you can see below by this time I had changed into some of Alec's shorts and one of his t-shirts. All the girls sat around in there dresses but I got mine off as soon as I could! (when i got the door 

locked!)

I had a ton of fun!

I tried out for drill team... And didn't make it. /: It was really sad and hard... But now I can cross off one of my new years revolutions! Number 2: Make it to drill try outs! And I did. It was my first try outs and it was really nerve racking! 25 girls tried out and I was ONE of FIVE girls that didn't make the team.. It was really hard. It still is actually. But I am going to audition for dance company and continue taking private lessons with Heather and I WILL make that team next year!! 


I applied for a job today! At a flower shop in Kaysville. I'd only work on holidays when they need an extra hand but it'll be good for me to stay busy! 


Even though I didn't make the team I love my life. I love my family and I love my friends. It's been a stressful month but here I come may! 


Me and Alec's one year anniversary is coming up! JUNE FIFTH. I can't believe it! How could I find such an amazing guy? I love Alec, especially for all he has helped me through. He's quite the trooper when it comes to my stress caused break downs and my heart breaks. He's come to know me so well. I'm lucky to have a silly goose like him!